The ESSAY Podcast
Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page,” your gateway into the deeply personal and inspiring stories from the pages of ESSAY Magazine. Join Producer Isaac and Hosts Kawy and Bill as they bring the voices of sexaholics to life, sharing their experience, strength, and hope. Each episode offers a unique look into the contributors’ journeys, illuminating the path to recovery and empowerment. Dive into our vibrant community and explore the heartfelt stories that make ESSAY Magazine a beacon for those on the road to recovery. Tune in and be inspired!
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Episodes
Thursday Dec 11, 2025
Thursday Dec 11, 2025
In this candid and thought-provoking episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. sit down with Vince G. from Canada to explore the transformative power of rigorous honesty—not just with others, but with ourselves.
Together, they unpack what it really means to live an honest life in recovery: confronting denial, owning our stories, and practicing vulnerability with grace. Vince shares hard-won insights and experiences that reveal how truth-telling, though often uncomfortable, is ultimately freeing.
This episode invites listeners to reflect on the courage it takes to face ourselves—and the peace that follows.
Sunday Oct 12, 2025
Sunday Oct 12, 2025
In this powerful episode of The Essay Podcast, guest host Ilona B. joins Bill R. for a vulnerable and deeply moving conversation with Arpita S. from India. Together, they unpack the emotional weight of fear, guilt, and shame—and how these inner struggles can hold us back in recovery.
Arpita shares her personal experience navigating grief, regret, and self-doubt, and how spiritual tools and community have helped her break free from the chains of the past. From cultural nuance to universal truths, this episode offers hope and healing for anyone working to reclaim their self-worth.
A must-listen for those seeking courage on the road to freedom.
Wednesday Aug 13, 2025
Wednesday Aug 13, 2025
In this uplifting episode of The ESSAY Podcast, hosts Kawy W. and Bill R. sit down with Yvone L. from British Columbia, Canada, to explore what it means to live a full and joyful life—without a romantic partner.
With warmth and wisdom, Yvone shares his journey of embracing singleness in recovery, finding contentment, connection, and freedom along the way. Together, they reflect on the myths, challenges, and surprising blessings of walking the path solo—and thriving.
This episode is a celebration of self-worth, spiritual growth, and the unexpected joy of being happily single.
Monday Jun 16, 2025
Monday Jun 16, 2025
In this heartfelt episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Kawy W and Bill R are joined by Ilona B. from Prince Edward Island, Canada, for an honest conversation about grieving in recovery. Together, they explore the complex emotions surrounding the loss of loved ones and the quiet heartbreak of grieving relationships that change or end.
Ilona shares her personal experience with loss and the tools that have helped her navigate sorrow while staying grounded in recovery. Whether you're facing a recent loss or processing old wounds, this episode offers comfort, connection, and hope.
Be sure to visit essay.sa.org for the latest articles from the ESSAY magazine.
Saturday Apr 26, 2025
Saturday Apr 26, 2025
In this episode of The ESSAY Podcast, hosts Kawy W. and Bill R. dive deep into the wisdom behind Rule 62: Don’t take yourself too damn seriously. Joining the conversation are two special guests from opposite sides of the globe—Matan from Israel and Kevin from California—who share their personal journeys of learning to let go, laugh at themselves, and embrace humility.
From cultural perspectives to life’s unexpected twists, this episode is a reminder that sometimes the best way forward is with a little less ego and a lot more laughter.
Be sure to visit essay.sa.org for the latest articles from the ESSAY magazine.
Wednesday Mar 12, 2025
Wednesday Mar 12, 2025
Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations — Beyond the Page,” where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength, and hope in the Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine.
Listen in as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY magazine.
Today’s guests:
Bennie G., author of “A Sexaholic Pastor Changes How He Understands God,” talks about his powerful journey in recovery.
Gene T., author of “Chairing The International Convention 2025,” discusses this summer’s upcoming convention in Dallas.
Be sure to visit essay.sa.org for the latest articles from the ESSAY magazine.
Friday Jan 03, 2025
Friday Jan 03, 2025
Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine.Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine.Today’s guests:
Ann R. - Ending Things WellS. C. - The Fellowship We Crave
Be sure to visit https://essay.sa.org/ for the latest articles from the ESSAY Magazine.
Tuesday Oct 15, 2024
Tuesday Oct 15, 2024
Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine.Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine.Today’s guests:
Nathalie V. - Acceptance of God’s WillBill S. - Are You Willing to Go to Any Lengths?
Be sure to visit https://essay.sa.org/ for the latest articles from the ESSAY Magazine.
Wednesday Aug 14, 2024
Wednesday Aug 14, 2024
Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine.Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine.Today’s guests:
Lily R. - It Works for Me If I Work ItMina S. - Asking God to Send a Newcomer
Be sure to visit https://essay.sa.org/ for the latest articles from the ESSAY Magazine.
Friday Jun 14, 2024
Friday Jun 14, 2024
Welcome to “ESSAY Conversations - Beyond the Page”, where sexaholics get together to share our experience, strength and hope with our Fellowship’s bimonthly magazine.Listen in, as we talk to authors and other contributors to the ESSAY Magazine.Today’s guests:
Evelyn T. - A Journey To a New LifeMichael J. - A Warm Welcome: Unveiling ESSAY’s Newcomer Orientation Video Series
Be sure to visit https://essay.sa.org/ for the latest articles from the ESSAY Magazine.